Boyfriend Won’t Let Friends Over But His Can Visit Anytime

For context, my boyfriend and I have been together for 5 years and have lived together for 4. In that four years, I have only been allowed to have my friends once, whilst his have been over countless times. I’ve asked, he’s said no, he’s not comfortable with it, it’s different because his friends are friendlier to me, etc. I feel I’ve been very accommodating up until now, and I’m kind of at a breaking point.

We’ve recently moved into a new place, much bigger and great for hosting, and I told him as soon as we moved in, I want to have my friends over more. There’s enough space for him to retreat if he’s uncomfortable without it being awkward, and he has an entire half of the house to himself. He agreed.

On Saturday, he told me that he’s considering having his friends over and letting me have my friends over as a late housewarming party. I was thrilled. Almost immediately after my excited response, he said “nope, not doing it, fuck that.” He eventually followed up with, “I’ll think about it.” I told him that I need to let my friends know asap, and he replied, “the more you ask me about it, the less I’ll want to do it.”

This morning, I asked again because I told one of my close friends he was considering it and she messaged me to ask if we had decided. I also, again, just need to let them know because I don’t want to leave it to the last minute. He got defensive and angry as soon as it came out of my mouth. He said it’s not happening and repeated that the more I “shove it down his throat”, the less he wants anything to do with it.

I finally said that it’s not fair that he never compromises and he always gets the final say, even when he knows how much I love hosting and how much I love my friends. He said it’s not fair for me to have my friends over when he’s not comfortable with it. This is despite him having his friends over whenever he felt like it, many times without letting me know until the day of, and many times when it was inconvenient or uncomfortable for me. Not to mention, his friends will stay until anywhere between 3-6am every time. We host his family occasionally, but he has never agreed to host mine apart from once, which took a lot of convincing, and he wasn’t even there. I think I’m starting to build a bit of resentment about it.

He refuses to even have the conversation with me, and he gets mad every time I bring it up. He says I’m just trying to argue and I’m not respecting his feelings. I don’t know if I’m being unreasonable, he does have bad social anxiety. Is it fair to expect me to never have my friends over because he’s not comfortable socialising outside of his circle?