We’ve been together for 12 years total, 8 of them married. Out of the blue, during a check in from me, he said he couldn’t do it anymore and packed all his stuff and ran off to go live with his mom an hour away. From start of conversation to leaving the house was less than an hour.

We are a very close knit, small family. We do lots of things together and my son is VERY attached to both of us. He’s never been a day without either of us. My son was inconsolable. Literally asking “when will he come back?” “Does daddy not love me anymore?” “Will I get a new daddy?” “But my friend has a daddy.”

I’m not putting words in his mouth, he said all of this plus more. I couldn’t even keep myself from falling apart. Anyway 1 time on the day he left I let him call his father. And I let him call 2 times on the second day. I was trying NOT to contact him at all. I’m heartbroken. But all he wanted to do was talk to him. So I let him a few times. Every single time he was asking him “when are you coming home?” “I miss you.” “I just want you to live with me.” Etc etc. no conversation ever went over a few minutes.

My husband made a post on a dad page that I was doing it on purpose to manipulate and use my child as a weapon. That I was trying to control the situation. I WAS NOT. I shouldn’t have to answer all his questions, I didn’t abandon my family. I shouldn’t have to pick up all the pieces, so a few times I let him call him because HE begged me crying.

Was I manipulating him? Was I using him as a weapon? I don’t want to manipulate, control, or weaponize anyone. But I don’t think it should be MY responsibility to explain to him why Daddy doesn’t want to come home. Especially when I never wanted him to leave either. How do I go forward from here?

TLDR: husband left. Kid sad. Wants to call dad. Dad says that is manipulating, controlling, and weaponizing child by letting him call him. How do we both move forward without doing these things?